i keep thinking,
can i love them like i loved you??
applied to everyone...
why did i fallen in love with you?
i won't said that i hate you
but...
i won't show that i love you
but...

it almost 4 years loving you...
and fighting for you
and the ending...undefined!!!
people keep saying
they will be together again
i'm sorry to say but
they won't...
it already written that
if it is their problem,
they will solved it.
they got their way now.

i'm not giving out my faith
but...
how many tears has i shed?
how many lies i told myself?
how many thing i planned?
how many time i disappointed?
how many time i betrayed?
how many time i hurt myself?

no one know
they just said
'you shouldn't said that'
'what a cruel thing you do'
'what the hell are u thinking of'

staying late to watch you sleep
keeping my eyes to see you healthy
'you always care to people,
but do they care to you?'
i'm snapped inside
but...

i can fall in love easily,
break out easily,
hurt easily,
forgive easily,
cry easily,
but not hate,
hate is something for a person
that keep doing the thing i dislike...
but...